Surprise,Surprise!

Yesterday the wolf in sheeps clothing revealed itself.Its so crazy because,i would NEVER in a million years think this person would be as messy,catty,and hurtful as they have been.Why does anything I do or say to you,need to be shared with the rest of the world? I can honestly say I have been fooled,I never saw it coming.I knew when he whispered, "..i'll tell you later.", when I walked into the classroom things would forever be different.What had I ever done to him? Nothing.Anything that was ever shared with me,stayed with me.Why dont I deserve the same respect? But I refuse to harp on it,I cant afford to waste anymore emotions on it.Why am I so surprised? And if HE would do that to me,what prevents the rest of the world from stabbing me in the back? The real shame is,now im doubting the whole friendship,Im doubting everything that has ever been told to me by him,and im questioning the security of everything I have told to him.I knew he was a gossip,i did.But for some reason I thought I was an exception.I thought out of all the people,I was off limits. He is vicious,hes the worst kind,the one that you never expect to betray you,the one that smiles in your face and seems like all of his intentions are good,the presidents,the ambassadors, the good guy.I regret it all.The kiss,the friendship,the trust,the laughs,the crys,everything.Fuck it all."Goodbye mistake of my past,so far gone I can hardly remember."